It Has Always Been You (Twilight UC, AU, ADULT)

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OnDragonflyWings		#21	[url]	[-]
"Norm" Posts: 1244 01/30/2009 14:47:20 Winner: July 2008	~Jacob~ I smilea t bella as I take the crutches from her and move to stand up, adapting to the annoying wooden appendages almost immediately. I'm not thrilled about them. But it won't be so bad, using them. Especially not if I get to lean against Bella like this everytime I move to get up. I leaned down and kissed her. "Thanks," I told her as I straightened back up. I wished I could put my hand into hers or wrap my arm around her shoulders as we walked to the beach. But I'll just have to settle for being close, I guess. "Come on. There's a celebration waiting for us," I say, grinning my 100 watt smile at her. ~Kayla~ His words make me smile,as does the lustfull look in his eyes. I've never seen EMbry look at me like that. Like he wants to devour me whole. And I know in that moment without a doubt, that he wants me more than I ever could ahve possibly imagined. He'd jsut been waiting for me to say the word, give the green light. ANd now I feel a little silly for having gotten drunk to have the courage, but before I thought I'd have my work cut out for me. That I'd have to seduce him. Convince him into it a little. Then I ask the one question that worries me a little. "What if I'm too nervous to go through with it sober?" I let him take my hand and begin to elad me back to the party. ~Quil~ I laugh as she comments on my temperature, trying to keep my tone light. Although this is always an awkward point of conversation for us wolves. She reaches her hadn up to my forehead. Worried are we? That is just completely touching. "Nah, we Quiluetes, just run a little warm. No need to worry. It's something in the genes." It's not the complete truth, but not a whole lie. And I'm thankful for that. I don't think that I could tell her a whole lie, of any kind. I think for a minute and then answer her. "Transformers or Rat Race," I answer,"Great movies..." One appealed to my love of action. And the other to my love of fun, and well, funny.
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rathsdoll.roswellheaven		#22	[url]	[-]
Regular Posts: 671 02/02/2009 10:02:46 Winner: June 2008	*Bella* I watch him get up and must admit I'm glad he didn't fall down. It's not really like I could have help him to get up once he would have been on the ground. I still shiver when I feel him kiss me I know I should be getting used to it but it seemed like we have waiting for so long before finally be able to kiss each other than now that's it's here I just can't get enough. "Let's go" I walk over to the door and keep it open for him. "There you go sir" I said with a smile. *Embry* I watch her as she seems content with my response. I can sense that she is still worried and then she explains to me. She is afraid that she'd be too nervous. I gently squeeze her hand into mine. "If you are too nervous, I will allow you to have one drink." I tell her with a small laugh. One drink probably won't be that bad anyway. She should still be fully there only a little less stress. I can deal with that. I lead her back to the party. "Well look who is here" I say as I point to Jacob walking over and my eyes grow wide as I noticed he is with Bella. I wonder why is she here. "Come on, let's go greed the broken man". *Alesha* I move my hand back so it's now resting on my laps. He starts to explain to me that it's not only a family thing but also a "town thing". Now this is strange. I think I'll ask grand-ma about this later on. I wonder if it's something in the water. That be great as I'm always cold. I smile when he mentioned Transformers. "Let me guess because Megan Fox bends over a car?" I say laughing. "But I must admit it was indeed a great movie." I look around and notice a boy walking over with clutches. "ouch"
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OnDragonflyWings		#23	[url]	[-]
"Norm" Posts: 1244 02/02/2009 11:44:50 Winner: July 2008	~Kayla~ I smile, relaxing a little as he realizes the predictament that Iw as in. The reason that I got drunk in the first place. And he concedes that I can have a drink if I need it. It's so cute that he wants me to be completely coherent and aware of what's going on. He wants me to be totallly there. And I find that to be adorable. I pull his arm around me, leaning against his side as I wrap both of my arms around his waist. And then I breath in his woodsy smell. My favorite smell in the world has got to be his scent. Then he speaks and breaks my attention away from him. I look voer and realize that Jake's here. And so is Bella. I grin. I always liked hanging out with Bella. Even if she was a little shy. She just didn't come around enough. I winced a little as I took in Jake's appearance. He looked so ravaged. And not in a good way. And then I looked at both of them again, adn took in bella's mussed up hair and grinned. Maybe he'd been ravaged in a good way too. He'd been waiting so long for that girl to come around. And it appeared like she finally had. I gave a small squeal as I ran over to them. "Hey jake," I said with a grin before enveloping Bella into a hug. "Bella, it's so good to see you," I said to her,"It's been a while. How've you been?" I then lean back and finger her rumpled hair,"Making out with Jake looks good on you," I teased lightly, knwoing I'dbe rewarded with a blush. ~Jake~ Kayla came over and barely said a word to me before hugging Bella and I couldn't help but chuckle. Leave it to that girl to not notice the cripple and go straight to the long lost friend. "What about me?" I asked ehr teasingly,"No, how ya doing Jake, since half you're body's broken?" She rolled her eyes at me before saying,"I see you everyday. And besides, I know you're gonna heal to good as new in no time flat." I turned towards Embry an grinned,"So you finally got up the courage to tell her, huh?" He'd only been agonizing about it for weeks. And we'd all had to listen to him stress, since we shared a mind in wolf form. Leah had finally had enough and when he was mooning over her to the point of distraction during the big battle, she ahd chewed him out and told him he had better do it tonight. And apparently, he had. When I hear Kayla's last sentence to Bella. I know Bella's going to be embarrassed. She's going to want to sink into the ground. And she's probably going to be mad that I let her leave the hosue that way. But I had both not really noticed and not really minded. I instinctually reached out and awkwardly wrapped an arm around her, as some form of protection. ~Quil~ "Megan Fox bent over a car is kinda hot," I conceded to her. But it wasn't the only reason that I liked the movie. I mostly loved the action. The idea. The fact that they were machine super heroes. It was all kind of cool. But if she wanted to think it was because of Megan Fox, whow as I to stop her? Although as I thought about it now. Megan Fox bent over a car, didn't even cmpare to her, simply, here and now, in this moment. Her gaze seemed to wander and then she said the word ouch. "Is something wrong?" Had she hurt herself? I began to grow concerned and worried. And then I followed her gaze and to my shock and surprise saw jake....and bella?! "That's my buddy jake. Got into a motorcycle accident recently. None of us really expected him to come out. But I guess he just couldn't stay in. His hosue is really close to the beach. He's probably been listening to us for the past few hours. And that's Bella," I said of the girl,"The girl Jake's got a huge thing for." I looked downa t her again,"Wanna go say hi?"
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rathsdoll.roswellheaven		#24	[url]	[-]
Regular Posts: 671 02/02/2009 13:43:30 Winner: June 2008	*embry I feel her relaxing in my arms. And I know I have made the right decision, about the wolf thing and about the getting drunk thing. She knows I only want what is best for her. I realized that even if I hadn't been imprinted on her I would have fallen for her any other way. I'm just glad that she is the one I have imprinted on. That I would never have to break her heart, that I will always be there for her. I watch my lovely lady grin as she sees Bella, I had forgotten how much Kayla likes Bella. I'm glad the girl had finally decided to come around. Jacob must be trilled to finally have her by his side. I watch as Kayla gives a hug to Bella and then Jacob fakes being mad. "Oh come on leave my girl alone you have your own." I say as I grab Kayla and bring her closer to me. I then look over at Jacob. "Yea finally decided to tell her." I kiss Kayla on top of the head. Bella I smile and hug Kayla back. I really like this girl even if she is a bit to much on party side for me. But then again it may be because I'm too shy. I might try and be more like her. You know be a bit less shy and party a bit more. "I've been great and you?" But then what she says next makes me blush more then I could know. I know she didn't mean anything by it but I'm glad that Jacob puts his arms around me. That way I can try and hide myself into him. "Kayla…" I only say but with a smile on my face remembering that it's right. I've made out with Jacob like there was no tomorrow. I watch as Jacob talks with Embry and realised that Kayla didn't know about the whole werewolf thing. I wonder how she feels about it. I move my head from where it was hidden and look over to her. "So how do you feel about all of this?" I ask her. Alesha** At least he didn't lie and told me that Megan Fox isn't hot. I'm not blind and have to admit that the girl is hot. So if he would have lied to me for me it would have been a deal breaker. Meaning I would have walked away from him. I appears to me that he didn't like the movie only for the leading actress thought and this is a good point. When I say ouch I can see him almost freaking out wondering if I have hurt myself. I think it's really cute he is reacting this way. I watch him as he tells me the story of those two and thinks' it's good that that Jacob guy got the girl he has been into for a while. Then he asks me if I want to go and say hi. I nod and get up. "sure"
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OnDragonflyWings		#25	[url]	[-]
"Norm" Posts: 1244 02/02/2009 14:36:05 Winner: July 2008	~Jacob~ Embry tells me to leave his girl alone becuase I have my own. I can't help but let out a deep, throaty chuckle. Not only becuase now he's right. But because of how protective and jealous he is of my teasing Kayla. He's gotta know that I would never break our unspoken rule about the imprints. That I could never see her as any more than a friend because of how much I know he loves her. I hold bella tighter to emphasize his point. I guess that Kayla took it well judging by how cozy the two of them still are. And then Bella asks the very question I was wondering about. ~Kayla~ I laugh and give Jake a quick half hug, to avoid hurting him. Then I go back to Embry's arms, giving him a quick kiss. I know how jealous he can get, even of his own best friends. I always found it kind of cute. I could do something as innocent as hug Jake and he could pout about it for hours. I always found a way to make it up to him though. And even if he wanted to get all pouty, when we were alone together later, I'm sure he'd let it all go. Part of me just wished he wouldn't be pouty though. "Wella t first I didn't really believe him. I mean, I thought he was jsut tlaking out his ass, so I wouldn't think he was in a gang and on drugs and whatnot. But then when I realized he was telling the truth about all of you," I say looking at Jake and then over my shoulder to Quil and the others. "I kinda had a small moment when I freaked out. But I got over it. I mean it's Embry. He's not dangerous to me. Or anybody else. And then he explained about keeping us safe. And it's kinda like having my own personal super hero. So all and all I'm good with it. Still a little curious about how it all works. And what he looks like whenhe's a wolf. But that's about it." Apparently, my measure of coolness with the subject was worth the wide eyes I was getting. ~Quil~ I stand up first and hold my hand out to her, helping ehr up. And then I wrap my arm around ehr waist again, not wanting to lose contact with her. "Let's go." When we reach the others, I nod to EMbry, giving a smile to the girls, and then look to Jake,"Felling ebtter man?" to which he simply nodded, unconsciously playing with Bella's hair. I think I knew why he was feeling better, I thought with a smirk. "Everybody, this is Alesha. She just moved here to help out her grandma. Alesha this is Jacob, Bella, Kayla, and Embry." I siad, taking the time to introduce them, hoping everyone would be welcoming.
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rathsdoll.roswellheaven		#26	[url]	[-]
Regular Posts: 671 02/03/2009 08:01:20 Winner: June 2008	*Embry* I smile as Kayla comes back to my arms. I know she would never go to another guy and no guy from the reserve would ever try something on her as she was mine but I also like to re mention she was mine. I guess I was just so proud to have her as my own that I wanted the world to know. I look down at my girl and listen to her as she tells Bella how she feels about the whole thing. I could listen to her for hours on end and never get bored out of this. As Quill introduce us to the new girl I look at him wondering where he as found her. *Bella* I pressed myself to Jacob as he pulls me closer and Kayla start to tell the story. I love stories and listening to them like right now. Specially when they are good stories with nice ending. I can't believe how cool she is about all of this. But then again I shouldn't be the one to talk. I was in love with a vampire and I'm now with a werewolf. "I'm glad he has finally told you" I say with a smile *Alesha* I think it's so cute he wants to help me get up. I've never met such a gentleman before and I must say I really don't mind all the attention. I feel a bit shy meeting all of his friends. I nod at everyone trying to remember their names. "Hey" I say quietly. Most of the time I'm not shy but for some reason I feel a bit intimidated by them. Maybe it's the fact that they are all together and have known each other for so long. The girl with the guy in clutches. Bella. Says hi to me. She looks so shy as well for some reason it makes me feel better. Then…embry says hi as well. I look at him as he looks over to Quill with a strange look.
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OnDragonflyWings		#27	[url]	[-]
"Norm" Posts: 1244 02/08/2009 01:22:43 Winner: July 2008	~Kayla~ I smileda t Quil and waved. And then he introduced us to Alesha. Wow. There was some serious liking going on here. I grinned. It would be great to see Quil with someone. "Hey," I say, giving the girl a hug. It wasn't strange to me. It was my nature. But it seemed to surprise her. "It's great to meet you." If she was into Quila dn vice versa, I wanted to amke ehr feel as welcome as possible. "Where'd you move ehre from?" Then I noticed the look passed around by the guys. "I hate secret boy code," I said, looking up at Embry with the cutest pout I could muster in hopes that he'd spill the secret to me. I mean why did everyone seem so interested in how Quil was attached to this girl? More interested than I did even. ~Quil~ I pulled Alesha tighter to my side as she seemed to be a little nervous around everyone. They wouldn't hurt her. And of course kayla, was Kayla, all hugs, giggles, adn welcoming. Then I noticed the looks that both Embry adn jacob were giving me and I nodded to the affirmative. I ahd imprinted. This was my girl. Not jsut a girl I'd met. Or a girl I ahd a thing for. But my girl. I smiled down at her proudly as she began to answer Kayla's question, joining in the group as best she could. ~Jacob~ I shared a meaningful look with Bella and I grinneda t her. It was great that Quil ahd found his imprint. It seemed like almost everyone in our pack had found theirs. And then there was me, praying desperately to whatever god would listen that I wouldn't imprint. Not until bella was long gone. Or that I'd imprint on that very girl. Though everything we knew about imprinting said that they wouldn't happen. It would ahve ahd to have happened the first time I saw her after I turned. But a guy could hope. I loved her anyway, Bella. And I think I could even love ehr more than the strong pull of imprinting I'd seen. So imprint or no imprint. I was Bella's.
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rathsdoll.roswellheaven		#28	[url]	[-]
Regular Posts: 671 02/10/2009 09:00:52 Winner: June 2008	Embry I watch as Kayla walks over to the new girl and gives her a hug. The girl looks a bit surprised but she is smilling. That's something else I love about Kayla, she is always happy to meet new people and always wants to make them feel welcome anywhere they are. She was so sweet to everyone. I hear my girl talk about secret boy code. I run a hand into her soft hair. "Nothing baby. No secret boy code, we can talk later…" Alesha I feel Quil puling me closer to him and I feel safe. It's strange, it's almost as if he has known me all my life. Then a bubbly girl walks over to me and hugs me as if we have been friends forever. I don't really mind. She seems nice enough. Maybe people here just over friendly or something. "LA. I'm from Los Angeles." I tell the girl who has just hugged me. *Bella* I smile at the new girl. I can feel myself blushing again. She should be the one being shy, not me. I look at the guys as they exchange some strange look. I raise an eyebrow wondering what's happening. I look at the way Quill is holding on to this girl and then it hits me. Imprint. He has found his imprint. I'm happy for him but at the same time I can feel my heart sinking, it reminds me that one day Jacob may have an imprint. I don't want to think about this. "Woah Alesha you are a long way from LA."
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OnDragonflyWings		#29	[url]	[-]
"Norm" Posts: 1244 02/26/2009 16:51:38 Winner: July 2008	~Quil~ The party seems to be winding down and everyone is saying their goodbyes, and beginning to walk home. Kayla of course gives everyone a quick hug before returning to Embry's side. I wave to Embry, Kayla, and Bella, as we all begin to walk in separate directions to return home. I reach down at take Alesha's hand in mine. "So did you ahve a good time tonight?" ~Jacob~ I wish for the millionth time that I didn't ahve to ahve these crutches. Then I could hold Bella, or wrap my arm around ehr as we walked. Instead I ahd to settle for closeness. "So did you enjoy seeing everyone again?" I ask ehr curiously. These guys....and girls, are all part of my family. Bella's part of that family now, now that she's chosen to be with me. And it would mean more than anything to know that she was content with that. That she liked them, liked hanging out with them. As far as I could tell she seemed to enjoy everyone, as much as they could be enjoyed. Paul's not really liked by anyone other than Sam and Jared. Hes kind of a jerk. And there was the time he tried to hurt Bells. But the toehrs, I hoped she liked. ~Kayla~ "SO that was really fun," kayla gushed as they started walking away from the aprty, towards Embry's house. She was feeling pretty much completely sober now that it was hours later. And with the sobriety came the nerves. She was so nervous, she found that she was fidgeting as they walked. Sex was so easy for guys. It was just this great thing for them, but for girls...well there was a lot to consider. "I can't believe Bella's with Jacob now," I continue,"I wonder what caused that turn around...And Quil finally found a girl. Go Quil!" And yay for rambling, tooo, I guess. I smile over at Embry as we walk,"And my boyfriend's a werewolf. It's been a pretty big night." And it was only going to get bigger. At least for me anyway. I was kind of curious what all of this maybe we were gonna go all the way stuff meant to him.
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rathsdoll.roswellheaven		#30	[url]	[-]
Regular Posts: 671 03/11/2009 07:09:58 Winner: June 2008	*Alesha I hug Kayla back and nod to the rest of them before walking away with Quil. I can feel shivers moving up my spine as he take my hand. I nod. "I had a really great time, at first I wasn't too sure about this place but I think I will really like it here." I tell him with a silly grin on my face. *Bella* I walk with Jacob back home I want to hold him but the crutches are in the way. I can't wait until we are home and I can finally hold him close to me again. "It was really nice to see everyone again and also not being the new girl anymore…" I answer as I think about Alesha. "Is Quill you know? On her?" The whole thing still sounds so strange in my mind I'm not quite sure what to think. "Everyone is so nice and friendly around here it's a change." I of course refer to Rosalie who has never liked me. As we reach his house I don't know what to say anymore. Should I come with him or should I make my way back home. I'm most admit I'm afraid of going home and seeing Edward. *Embry* I smile as Kayla starts to ramble the way she does when she is nervous. It makes me love her even more, if that is possible. She is so cute and I listen to her as if she was telling me the most important things in the world. Hell she would be reading the telephone book and I would still listen to her. I stop walking and press her close to me. I take a deep breath to get a good scent of her. "Kayla…I love you" I say as I look into her eyes before kissing her lips softly. I'm not sure if she is still ready to make the move tonight, but I want to let her know that if she is ready I'm just as ready as she was before.
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OnDragonflyWings		#31	[url]	[-]
"Norm" Posts: 1244 09/13/2009 22:25:27 Winner: July 2008	~Quil~ Alesha's reply puts me on cloud nine. She might like it here. That's a good sign, right? It bodes well. I hope that over the following weeks I can help make her transition to living here easier. I hope that I can help make this feel like home to her. I hope I can make her feel welcomed, like she belongs here. With me. I give her hand a squeeze. "Yeah, I'm a little partial myself," I say jokingly, speaking of this town. I love it here. I love being a wolf. I love being imprinted. And I want her to feel the same one on all counts when she finds them all out. "I'm glad you think you're gonna like it here," I tell her honestly. As we begin to near her house, I'm dreading letting her go. I find myself hoping, against my better judgement that she'll ask me to hang out a bit longer. ~Jacob~ I laugh softly when Bella says it's nice not to be the new girl anymore. Of course that would be her focus, that the spotlight was no longer on her. I silently wished she would see herself like I see her, like I know other guys see her. She's so beautiful and kind and caring. She makes me smile, and laugh. She makes me happy. Like she had said once that I did for her. That I was her personal sun. I wish she could just see herself for the force of nature she could be if she wasn't so nervous and self-conscious all the time. And even more that she had nothing to be self-conscious about. She was still stunning to me when she tripped over her own two feet. She asked about Quil and Alesha and I nodded. "It looks like it." I tell her honestly as I open the door and without even thinking about it lead her back into my house. After all, us hanging out is so natural. And I can't imagine letting her leave just yet, not when I've just gotten her. And part of me is worried that the bloodsucker might be waiting for her. that he might apologize and make things right. She says she wants me, but Edward has always had an inexplicable hold on her. I look down and study her face, it looks anxious, worried. "What's wrong, honey?" I ask her as I move towards the couch, collapsing on it and pulling her gently down next to me, resisting the urge to place her in my lap. I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and began playing with her hair as I waited for her answer. ~Kayla~ We're standing in front of his house now. This is the decision time. Yes or no. To have sex or to not have sex. We were stopped dead while he waited for me to make some sort of decision. I was mostly sobered up and all the worries, insecurities came back. Every last nagging one. Even the ones I knew couldn't be true. Things from what if he didn't like what he saw, to what if I wasn't any good at it, to what if this was all he really wanted and he left me after this. If that happened I would be devastated. I know we're young and all, but I still was pretty sure that I couldn't live without him. That I didn't even want to try. That one day I would marry him. We would have a family together. This man was my future. Sometimes I worried he might not feel the same. I felt horrible for thinking anything bad about Embry the second that I had the bravery to look up into his eyes. He wouldn't do anything horrible to me, like leave me after this. He didn't have the heart. It wasn't in him to be cruel like that. I shuffled nervously from foot to foot, biting my bottom lip, looking from his house to him. Then he siad he loved me and he pulled me close and he kissed me gently and I knew that it was right. Being with him was right. He was the one that I wanted to experience my first time with, so why prolong the enevitable. My lips moved against his, whisper soft. I wanted to show him how I felt in that kiss, I wanted it to be a silent promise, a secret vow of everything I wanted with him. When I pulled away I said to him, barely above a whisper. "Let's go inside." I hope he understood that this was me accepting that we were doing this. And I hoped that he would take the lead.
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rathsdoll.roswellheaven		#32	[url]	[-]
Regular Posts: 671 09/17/2009 11:42:33 Winner: June 2008	*Alesha I laugh when he says he is partial. "well of course you are this is your home…" I tell him. "Maybe one day I'll even be able to consider this home as well…" I say softly because right now I have no home. I have a house and a grand mother that loves me but it's not the same thing. Maybe I just need to get use to this place first before I can say if I like it or not. The people are quite nice thought so this is a great start. Soon enough we are in front of my grand mother's house. "thank you for showing me around…" I said looking at me. "Do you have plans tomorrow…we could hang out? Only if you want to." I say faster. I don't want him to feel like he has to. *Bella* I like Alesha she sounds nice enough. I just hope the boys won't give her too much of a hard time. I know how they can get with the teasing even thought it is nothing mean. I remember how embarrassed I was at first. But eventually I got use to it and well know the tables are going to be changed. I follow him inside the house without questions. There has never been anything complicated between the two of us. It's nice Things were always so complicated with Edward but this is just nice and feels normal. It also feels like it was what should have happened. "wow that happened quite fast." I tell him as I close the door behind me, I have to admit to myself that I wonder if Jacob will ever imprint. If I will see the change in him if that happened. I had told myself I wouldn't think about those things since I had just reunited Jacob. There is no way I want to ruin our perfect moment because I'm worried. I'm pretty sure it's normal to be worried about those things specially after seeing what happened to Leah but I don't want to think about the bitter werewolf right now. As he ask me if I'm alright I feel him pulling me on the couch next to him. I snuggle in close to him and rest my head on his chest. I love the way he plays with my hair. I sigh before speaking again. "I don't really want to go home. I'm afraid that Edward would be there. I don't want to see him…" I tell him. It's so easy to be honest with Jacob. There is no lie or anything between the two of us. *Embry* There we are standing in front of my house. I don't want to push her I know she had probably sober up now. And since she is sober up I wonder if she still wants me. If she still wants to do this. I sure to but I don't want to seem to excited and force her into a decision she might regret thinking that this would make me happy. Because honestly anything she wants to do would make me happy. Be it sex, cuddling or just being together. It's all I really want. Be with her. the rest is of course up to her. I can feel how nervous she is from here. Watching her shuffle from foot to foot her beautiful eyes moving from my own to my house. This is when I decide to kiss her. just to make sure she knows I care for her deeply. I want her to know how much I love her. I know it's hard to make such a hard decision specially for a girl. There is a lot of pression put on girls when it comes to the first time. I'm also afraid. I'm afraid she has this idea in her head of the perfect night and that she will be disappointed. That I will ruin her first time. But I don't want her to see that. I want her to know she can rely on me no matter what. When her lips finally touch him I feel the need and the want for her come over me. It's more intense then anything I have ever felt before. It is almost scary in a way. But I know this is the right thing to do when she tells me let's go inside. I gently grab her hand and lead her inside the house and up to my room. She has of course been here before but never like this. I quickly scan the room hoping that nothing is out of place. I walk over to my dresser and put out a few candles that I kept there. "Sit please." I tell her as I light the candles.
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OnDragonflyWings		#33	[url]	[-]
"Norm" Posts: 1244 09/17/2009 18:56:02 Winner: July 2008	~Quil~ I feel a desire to protect her, to do everything I can to create some kind of home for her, since her tone implies that she kind of feels like she doesn't belong. I want her to feel like she belongs. I want even more for her to feel like she belongs wherever I am. And for her to want to belong with me, like I already know that I belong with her. It causes me pain to know that she's in distress, even if slight. That she is in turmoil. I want to tell her she belongs here. With me. but I don't want to scare her. "I'm sure you'll get used to it here eventually," I tell her, unable to keep the hopeful note from my voice. Then she asks me if I want to hang out tomorrow and I can't keep the grin from practically breaking my face in two. "I would love to," I jump in quickly. I don't want her to ever think for a second that she is somehow not enough for me. I'd want to be near her even if we just sat in silence. So long as she wants me next to her. As scary as the thought is, if she wanted me to stay away, then I would. "What time?" I ask, knowing that I probably won't be able to sleep with excitement. ~Jacob~ I smile as Bella simply follows me and then snuggles into my chest, not at all, even for a moment nervous. I love that she trusts me like that. But we are best friends, so it goes with the territory. And we both know she has nothing to worry about, I would never violate that trust or steal her peace. I want her to be this comfortable around me always. She comments that the imprint was fast and I chuckle. "From what I can tell," I tell her,"it always is. It's like this split second thing that changes your life forever." I don't want to focus on imprinting during this conversation though. I want to just be with her. Think about her. Think about us and the amazing future we could have. And I don't want to think of anything that might ruin that. As she leans into my chest, I can still see the worry etched into her face as I play with her hair. That seems to relax her, make her eyes heavy. She finally admits to me what's worrying her. "Then don't go home," I say to her quietly, my voice sounding more husky than I realized it could, than I had intended, since I hadn't intended for it to come across that way at all. But the thought of Bella staying for the night at my house...I can't help it if my mind wandered. But I didn't mean anything by it. I just wanted to alleviate her stress. If she stayed, maybe the leech would get the message. ~Kayla~ We seemed to be caught in a never ending stalemate outside of his house until I finally spoke, feeling afraid that he might not hear me. But he must have because he took my hand gently in his and led me into his house, upstairs, and to his room. I felt the butterflies in my stomach again. Only not regular butterflies. Carnivorous butterflies. I was so nervous. I took a deep breath as I watched him move around the room I'd seen a thousand times. This was all my idea and it was what I wanted. So, I decided to try and stop being so frightened of everything and be confident. Besides wasn't lack of confidence a turn off according to cosmo? But how I was supposed to feel confident about something I suddenly felt that I knew very little about, at least practically? Every idea I had about sex was in theory, not from any actual knowledge. Sure I'd touched Embry and he'd touched me during our heated make out sessions, but for some reason taking this plunge felt so different. It felt worlds apart. He pulled some candles out of hiding and that made me grin. He was so adorable. So sweet. He was trying to make things romantic and comfortable. And I had to admit as I watched his reflection in the mirror over his dresser, that his coppery skin looked golden almost under the candle light. It was beautiful. I wanted to reach out and touch him, feel the skin that stretched across his muscular chest and abs. My eyes traveled lower, wondering what everything under his shorts might look like. We'd always ironically maintained some level of modesty even when stripping each other down before. But not tonight. tonight we would bear all for the other. Then he asks me to please sit and from my latest thoughts, even though I'm still nervous, I feel a little more comfortable, though begrudging that I can't trace the outlines of his muscles as I kissed him like I wanted to. I kick off my shoes and sit down on the edge of his bed, looking up at him, wondering if he has something to say, or if this is his way of taking the uncertainty out of it for me. As I wait for him to speak, I push myself up the bed to rest against his headboard. Then I fix him with what I think is my best seductive look. It's not like I ever practiced in a mirror or anything. So maybe I look stupid right now. At the thought I blushed a little but didn't look away from him. I was ready and willing to accept whatever came next, him joining me, or him saying whatever he might have in mind.
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Regular Posts: 671 09/22/2009 11:45:41 Winner: June 2008	* Alesha * I can hear the hopeful tone in his voice when he says he is sure I will get use to it. It's strange because we have just met. I mean I do like him but we barely know each other yet. I never really believed in love at first sight. But maybe he does. Maybe he felt something when he saw me. I decide to shake it off. I'll wait and see if he turns out to be some sort of freak who get obsess with any girl he meets. Hopefully this won't be the case. "I hope so…" I giggle when he almost jump out of his skin to tell me he would love to hang out tomorrow. He is so cute to see. Even thought he is a bit strange I can't help but be happy that he is close to me right now and that he wants to hang with me. "Before lunch? I could made sandwiches or something." I suggest. *Bella* I love how warm Jacob always is. I never have to worry about being cold again. Also I can completely trust him. I know he would never try anything if I'm not ready. I can cuddle with him this way for hours and nothing would ever happened. Thought I must say that I kind of wish something would happened. I trust Jacob and know that if we decide to do it, he would take care of me and not force me into anything. I want to give myself to him soon. I simply nod. I hate knowing about the imprint thing but at the same time I'm happy for the others. I mean finding someone that loves you unconditionally and would never fall in love with someone else must be something. I'm just glad that Jacob as yet to find that person and that for now he is the only person for me. And that I am the only person for him. I feel stupid for having took so long to finally see this. I think for a second. My dad probably wouldn't mind if I was to stay at Jacob he has always liked him and knows his father rather well. It probably wouldn't cause any trouble. And the thought of speanding the night close to Jacob sound wonderful in my mind. I look up at him. "I like that idea. I'll have to call my father." But I don't even want to move away from him. I stay still for a little while before I finally get up and walk over to the telephone. "I'll be right back" I tell him. I tell my father that I will be sleeping at Jacob's. like I expected he doesn't mind. I walk back to the living room. "Would you mind if I took a shower?" I ask him. ~Embry~ the first steps inside of the house are hard. I don't want to walk too slow and have her believe that I don't want to go with her and I don't want to walk too fast and have her believe that I'm a hurry. I try to keep calm and look as if I has the situation under control. But the truth is I'm nervous as hell. I want to make sure that Kayla has the perfect night. I want it to be everything she has ever dreamed of. I don't even feel her eyes on me as I light the candles. I'm just concentrating on making sure my hands don't shake. How manly could I look with shaking hands. This is the night I have been waiting for quite some time and not because it's sex. Well yea a bit but because I want to reach this level of intimacy with Kayla. I want to be as close to her as it's possible to be. And this is not about just sex no it's about making love. I want her to know and feel how much I love her. I need her to know that I would do anything for her and that I will always be by her side no matter what else she needs. I turn around to see her kick her shoes off and sit down on the bed. She is so pretty usually but to see her sitting on my bed makes her so sexy in my eyes. Not that she isn't usually sexy but just seeing her on my bed blushing brings out the animal in me. I walk over to her and sit down. Usually I have no problem kissing her or anything like this, but for some reason right now I don't know where to start, it's almost as if it's the first time we have ever been together. I lean over and kiss her pretty lips and feel like it's the first time I've done so
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Regular Posts: 671 09/22/2009 11:45:45 Winner: June 2008	* Alesha * I can hear the hopeful tone in his voice when he says he is sure I will get use to it. It's strange because we have just met. I mean I do like him but we barely know each other yet. I never really believed in love at first sight. But maybe he does. Maybe he felt something when he saw me. I decide to shake it off. I'll wait and see if he turns out to be some sort of freak who get obsess with any girl he meets. Hopefully this won't be the case. "I hope so…" I giggle when he almost jump out of his skin to tell me he would love to hang out tomorrow. He is so cute to see. Even thought he is a bit strange I can't help but be happy that he is close to me right now and that he wants to hang with me. "Before lunch? I could made sandwiches or something." I suggest. *Bella* I love how warm Jacob always is. I never have to worry about being cold again. Also I can completely trust him. I know he would never try anything if I'm not ready. I can cuddle with him this way for hours and nothing would ever happened. Thought I must say that I kind of wish something would happened. I trust Jacob and know that if we decide to do it, he would take care of me and not force me into anything. I want to give myself to him soon. I simply nod. I hate knowing about the imprint thing but at the same time I'm happy for the others. I mean finding someone that loves you unconditionally and would never fall in love with someone else must be something. I'm just glad that Jacob as yet to find that person and that for now he is the only person for me. And that I am the only person for him. I feel stupid for having took so long to finally see this. I think for a second. My dad probably wouldn't mind if I was to stay at Jacob he has always liked him and knows his father rather well. It probably wouldn't cause any trouble. And the thought of speanding the night close to Jacob sound wonderful in my mind. I look up at him. "I like that idea. I'll have to call my father." But I don't even want to move away from him. I stay still for a little while before I finally get up and walk over to the telephone. "I'll be right back" I tell him. I tell my father that I will be sleeping at Jacob's. like I expected he doesn't mind. I walk back to the living room. "Would you mind if I took a shower?" I ask him. ~Embry~ the first steps inside of the house are hard. I don't want to walk too slow and have her believe that I don't want to go with her and I don't want to walk too fast and have her believe that I'm a hurry. I try to keep calm and look as if I has the situation under control. But the truth is I'm nervous as hell. I want to make sure that Kayla has the perfect night. I want it to be everything she has ever dreamed of. I don't even feel her eyes on me as I light the candles. I'm just concentrating on making sure my hands don't shake. How manly could I look with shaking hands. This is the night I have been waiting for quite some time and not because it's sex. Well yea a bit but because I want to reach this level of intimacy with Kayla. I want to be as close to her as it's possible to be. And this is not about just sex no it's about making love. I want her to know and feel how much I love her. I need her to know that I would do anything for her and that I will always be by her side no matter what else she needs. I turn around to see her kick her shoes off and sit down on the bed. She is so pretty usually but to see her sitting on my bed makes her so sexy in my eyes. Not that she isn't usually sexy but just seeing her on my bed blushing brings out the animal in me. I walk over to her and sit down. Usually I have no problem kissing her or anything like this, but for some reason right now I don't know where to start, it's almost as if it's the first time we have ever been together. I lean over and kiss her pretty lips and feel like it's the first time I've done so
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"Norm" Posts: 1244 09/24/2009 20:18:06 Winner: July 2008	~Quil~ She giggles. I'm not sure about what. Not the slightest clue. Maybe my eager tone? Maybe I should tone it down a little. But I would do what ever I could to hear her giggle again. I want her to do nothing other than smile and laugh all the time ever. And her laughter is seriously one of the most musical sounds I've ever heard ever. Okay, so now I'm gushing about some girl that I barely know like I'm a retard. And in the mean time, I'm just standing here, staring at her like she's the most amazing thing in the world, grinning like an idiot. And not answering her question. As soon as I realize that pause is seriously too long, I jump to fill it. "That would be awesome," I say honestly. Anything with her would be awesome. She could suggest we have surgery or get shots, or whatever, and I'd be all about it. I grinned again. "You'll have to make quite a few though. I can eat enough to feed a small army." I kept my tone light, even though it was the truth. "We could picnic if you want," I said to her with a grin. "At the beach...on the cliffs...or there's a few nice places in the forest that I know of..." ~Jacob~ I love having Bella close to me and knowing that she's not leaving. She's not going to say in a few minutes that she has to go running back to Edward. And better yet, she doesn't even want to see him. I'd give anything to be there when she breaks the news to him. The news that I ave won. My hand falls from her hair to rest on her shoulder, my thumb subconsciously rubbing it, in small circles. Her skin feels so much cooler than mine, soothing to the touch. But I can't help but be more than grateful that it's not as cold as it could be. That she still has blood flowing through her veins. I guess that's one thing I have to thank the leech for...having a will of steel...I don't know if I could have denied it to Bella have she had truly wanted it and had asked, I'm not sure I would have had the strength. She seems to become a little upset when we talk about imprinting. Like she's hesitant to be though. Like she doesn't want to say anything about it, but if she could she'd say she hated the idea. I guess because it might take me from her. And I hate the very idea for just that reason. I want to stay with her for as long as I can. "I'm never leaving you Bells," I say so quietly it's like I've barely spoken. Even if I do imprint. I would deny it. I can't stand the idea of loosing Bella, or of being so unfair as to say that she had to choose me and then ditch her. I couldn't bring myself to do that. And I can't imagine ever being happier or feeling more at peace as I do right now with her in my arms. I'm a little surprised that she really wants to stay, but I don't let it show. I guess it's not unusual for her to stay with guys. She's probably stayed with Edward tons of times, which leaves me feeling a little jealous and nervous. This will be my first co-ed sleepover that doesn't involve one of my sisters. And she's already been there. I wonder how many other firsts she's had that I haven't yet, and worse, that she's had it with the parasite. She says she's gonna call her dad and then continues to sit with me for a long time. And despite myself, my jealousy slowly drains away...she's here with me now. She wants things with me now. Nothing else should matter. I pull her closer, squeezing her as I chuckle at her continued presence. "Tonight?" I teased her with a raised eyebrow about when she would indeed call her dad. And she rolls her eyes at me and slowly disentangles herself from me and begins to walk away to the phone. My wolf hearing allows me to hear the whole conversation and I chuckle as Charlie asks her if she still has her pepper spray, but he consents to let her stay and I feel giddy. She comes back to me and asks if she can use the shower. My eyes widen slightly as my mind wanders. Bella in the shower. the water running down her body. Bella naked. I feel things beginning to stir and I clear my throat. Pull it together Jake. She doesn't need you being all pervy on her. But I am a teenaged boy. What am I supposed to do? Stop producing hormones? I nod to her, rising to my feet a little shakily, leaving the crutches behind as I take her hand. "You can have whatever you want," I tell her honestly, leading her to the bathroom and grabbing her a towel out of the linen closet. "It's there," I tell her a little needlessly. We've been friends forever. She knows every part of my room. "And I'll make up the couch," I tell her,"For me." I smirk as I continue,"We wouldn't want there to be any need for that pepper spray of yours." I know I should move away, but I can't seem to make my feet get that message. ~Kayla~ As he moves towards me, I'm sure my sexy look falters. He looks so perfect. Tall, strong, beautiful. I'm enamored with watching every move he makes, every muscle that ripples under his skin as he moves towards me and joins me on the bed. He looks into my eyes the whole time and as he joins me on the bed, I hope he can't hear the quick rhythm that my heart is hammering out. My mouth goes suddenly dry as I feel his body next to me. Even his smell is sexy. I move subtely closer to him, everything about him welcoming me in. And slowly my worries for the moment start to dissipate. After all, all of this we've done before. I lean closer until our lips meet. And it's not like how they show it in the movies. It's not blinding passion that fuels us. We're not rushing things. We're not acting like we probably should be, like horny teenagers. And I'm kinda grateful for that. Glad we can kind of ease into it. My lips move against his very slowly, in a tender kiss. We're both laying on our side, just enjoying this kiss. His hand weaves into my hair and I feel a slight tremor in it. One I know he's trying to hide. But it makes me feel better to know that he's a little nervous about all of this too. That I'm not alone in that. I would never say anything, knowing that he would want to save face. I can't stop the grin that spreads across my lips though. Knowing he might feel the same way I do, that maybe this is his first time too, puts me more at ease too. I wrapped my arms around him. "I love you, Em," I murmured against his lips before attacking his lips with a braver kiss, a more passion filled kiss, not able to take the slow teasing kisses anymore. I pressed my body closer to his.
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Regular Posts: 671 09/29/2009 12:19:35 Winner: June 2008	Alesha I know I should take things slow. That's what mother told me. I have been warned that I can't be promiscuous here. That if I am she will sent me to boarding school where I will be surrended by only girls. I can't have this and yet I can feel the urge to kiss Quil. He is just so cute standing there not saying anything. Almost as if suddently he is feeling shy around me. I smile at him when he says that he eats for a small army. "I'll keep that in mind. Well let's do this. I'll cook and you take me to the best picnic spot of your choice." I tell him in a low voice. I know this could mean anything from a simple beach picnic to a bedroom picnic. What can I say it seems he is brining the bad girl in me. I wonder if this bad girl will still interest Quil. I bite my lower lip. "I should go, but I can't wait to see you again.." I tell him before giving him a small kiss on the lips. *Bella* this is what I should have been doing for so long. Being with Jacob. He never forces me into anything. He doesn't want to change me nor would he ever force me to stop seeing the people I care about. The more time I spend with Jacob the more I realised that Edward wasn't the man for me. He wanted to stop me from being me. Yet there is one thing that I can thank Edward for and that was for being strong enough for him not to change me. Because i would have regreted it. Because then i could never be with Jacob. There is no way he would have been able to smell me literraly. And then of course things would have been different. I wish i could ask him the questions that are on my mind when it comes to imprintig but I just can't. I don't think I want to know the answers. But it's almost as if he is reading my mind because he starts to speak again and tells me the most beautiful thing. "I'm never leaving you Bells," I want to believe this, I need to believe this. Because if I think otherwise I won't be ableto be as happy with Jake as I would want to. ''I'll never leave you again.'' I tell him because I can't say that I would never leave him, I've already done that before. And I have probably done it more then I ever should have. ''I'm sorry for having left you...'' I tell him feeling as if I'm going to cry again. Because I have left him so many times and he is still there for me. I feel him bringing me closer to his body and once again I realise how strong he really is. I know he is not using his full force on me at the moment but still it's enough to make me unable to get away. Not that I really want to try and get away from him in anyway. But of course eventually I manage to get away but I'm pretty sure he more let me go. When I talk to my dad I can't help but shake my head at the question about the pepper spray. This is Jacob we are talking about here. I know he respect me. I watch him get up and leave the crutches behind. "Shouldn't you be using those, big guy?" I ask him smiling. I think he is trying to be touch for me and it's quite cute to see actually. "Thank you" I say as I take the towel off from his hands. It's still warm from where he had held it. Then he says that he will get the couch ready for himself. I shake my head. "I'd never use the pepper spray against you Jake…but ummm" I can feel myself blushing right now. "I'm scared…I'm afraid Edward will decide to break the treaty and try to find me…" I tell him. "Would you mind sleeping with m-I mean sleeping next to me tonight?" yes I am scared but at the same time the thought of having Jacob close to me all night make me weak in the knees. Embry knowing what will probably happened next excite and scares me all at once. I want to make Kayla first time perfect. I want it to be everything she has ever dreamed of but at the same time I am a man and well the animal side of me might kick in and maybe I would forget that this night it more about her then it is about me. But seeing her like this on my bed gets my hormones going she is just so sexy. I want and I need to touch her everywhere. She makes the move of leaning in closer until our lips finally touch. But this isn't a hungry kiss. It's a slow kiss. We are both taking our time. Enjoying the presence of the other one. And beside I know that if we decide to move to fast, it would be easy to loose control. The thing is it will be my first time as well. I didn't tell her that. I've never told anyone either but then again no one has ask me before. I lightly brush my tongue against her lips, not forcing anything. I press my body close to her and finally kiss her deeper. I move my hand to the small of her back as she tells me she loves me. "I love you to" I whisper before moving my lips to her neck leaving butterfly kisses. I move my hand under her shirt trying to see if this is allright.
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Regular Posts: 671 11/10/2009 21:41:59 Winner: June 2008	joint post! ~Jacob~ She says that she won't leave me and those words mean more to me than I can even tell her. It makes me grin. I bury my face in her hair, breathing in her scent deeply, nuzzling her neck with my nose. I love this girl. I've loved her since I first saw her again. And I've waited patiently for her to see e the same way. And I didn't use any tricks. I never tried to control her. And it paid off. And then she's asking me if I'll stay with her tonight. I'm not going to lie and say that I don't want to. I want to. I've dreamt of her in my bed more than once. But that's my concern. That's my worry. I'm a teenaged boy. And I want her. And as much as I want to be chivalrous and wait, respect her, have things be perfect for her. I'm not sure how much self control I needs me. And now that she's mentioned it. I'm a little worried that Edward might come for her in the middle of the night. So instead of listening to my head and doing what I think is right, best, I lean down and kiss her forehead and say. "Of course, honey." "I'll be in my room," I tell her as she slips into the bathroom and I go down the hall to wait for her, trying not to think ab the shower while I do Bella The grin on his face is the best thing i could have ever asked for. It reminded me why i had chose Jacob instead on Edward. Jacob was my best friend, he knew me in a way no one else did. He saw me in a way no one else saw me. And he made me feel like everything was going to be all right. I ran my small hands against his large back as he bury his nose into my hair. Yes things were now going to be okay, they would actually be perfect. It takes him quite some time to finally answer me when i ask him if he wants to spend the night with me because I'm afraid. For a moment my heart starts to beat at a 1000 miles an hour. But then i take deep breaths and calm myself. This is Jacob, he loves me of course he will say yes, i guess he is only trying to process the whole thing and i can't really blame him. Not so long ago i was into Edward's arms and now I'm into his. What does that say about me. Because i can ask myself more questions he kisses my forehead and says of course. I nod at him as he tells me he will be waiting and leaves the bathroom. I undress myself and let myself under the hot water. It feels great against my skin. Yet i think i should have choosen a cold shower. Feeling Jacob so close to me made me feel a way i didn't knew i could feel. I felt warm all over and i wanted more of this. I wanted him. After a few minutes I'm finally clean and i step out. I dry myself and find a Tshirt that belongs to Jacob on the counter and put it over my head. I then walk out into the hall and to Jake's room. I open the door slowly. ''hey'' ~Kayla~ He says that he loves he too and I feel almost every worry I have just slipping away. I'm still worried about some of the logistics. Still worried it'll hurt. Still worried I might not be good at it, since I've never done it before. But I'm not worried about him leaving me, turning his back, things being awkward in the morning. This is the obvious next step. And if we're going to this, then we might as well jump in with both feet and not hold anything back. As the kiss deepens, I melt into his arms, pressing my body closer to his, even as he pulls me nearer with his hand on the small of my back. And then his lips are placing butterfly kisses on my neck and my eyes start to slip closed in a dreamy sort of way. His kisses sear their way down my neck and it feels amazing. His hand slips under my shirt and I didn't realize until that moment how much I was craving his touch on my body. I realize then that I don't want all these close between us. He's topless, so why not me too? I pull away from him, long enough to sit up, pulling my shirt over my head and tossing it to the floor. I'm not brave enough to shed my own bra, but I figure in time, he might do that . As I lean back down, I push him onto his back giving him a tender kiss before moving my lips down his jaw line and over his neck, sucking on his collar bone when I reach it. Feeling slightly disheartened that I can't leave a mark on his wolf skin. Embry This is really it. I want to be the perfect gentleman but at the same time I'm still a boy, a boy with urges. And i'm afraid that those urges will eventually take over the best of me. I don't want that. I decide to just go with the moment the same way she seems to be doing at the moment. She looks as if all her worries of earlier are now gone as if she was't afraid anymore. I want to keep kissing her lips but at the same time i want to know what the rest of her skin taste like. I move down to her neck slowly leaving butterfly kisses. I can feel her pulse starting to go faster this time. As she pulls away from me i wonder if i have done something wrong but i appears i've done everything right as she takes her own top off. I take my time to really look at her. '' you are so beautiful. '' i finally whispered. I had image her but still i can't believe how amazign she looks. I feel her lip on my own burning skin. ''I want you Kayla'' i tell her. I want her to know how i feel before we move any further. ~Jacob~ I listen to the water running in the other room as I flip on my tv, trying not to focus on the fact that Bella is very near and very naked. Just focus on the tv. But it seems like everything on tv has to do with sex too. But before my thoughts can wander, she's back, standing in front of me, in just one of my t-shirts. And she looks amazing. "wow," I breath as I take in every inch o her. The angles of her face. Her long pale legs. The few curves I can see through the large t-shirt that's hanging off of her. I blush slightly. I don't want her to fee weird or awkward. So I need to just control myself. "come here," I said to her quietly, holding my arm out to her, for her to come lay down close to me. Now I needed to focus on just making her comfortable and helping her g sleep. Because that's what she truly needed. Not to be groped by a wolf. *Bella I feel somewhat worried to go into bed with Jake not because i don't trust him but manly because i don't really trust myself. I want to sleep but at the same time i simply want to kiss him. He is everything i had ever wanted, ever needed, i just didn't knew it before. I feel as if we have lost so much time because of me. Our relationship could have been so much more if it hadn't been because of me. If i had't been that stupid. As i walk into the room the first words that come out of his mouth is wow. I can't help but blush but maybe he won't notice as most of my skin is reddish due to the shower i just took. When he says come here i almost run to him and bury myself into his arms. I want to be close to him, i need to be close to him. ''Thank you Jake'' i tell him. He has always been there for me and it had all been worth it it seems. Finally i had came around. ~kayla~ Embry tells me that I'm beautiful after taking a long time to study my body. I grin at him, blushing a little. For a moment I had felt self conscious, but it all faded the second that he said those words. Then my lips lower to his skin. And while I'm kissing him he tells me that he wants me. And these words make me braver. They make me feel like I'm doing everything right, since I obviously turning him on. I look up at him. I know that I want to be with him. I know that I want this. But right now, I'm busy exploring his body. And I want him to explore mine too before we truly join as one. I shift my body slightly, so I'm stradling him. "I want you too," I tell him quietly, as I grin my hips against his, just testing to see how he reacts as I lower my lips to his ski again, laying kisses all over his bare chest and stomach. Embry** the slight blush on her face makes her look so innocent which can only make me grin more as i know that she is not so innocent, what we are about to do is not quite innocent of course. I bring her to me so she is now on my lap. She feels so light. But then as soon as she find herself on my lap she starts to move her hips against mine which can only mean that soon enough she will feel my erection against her leg. Will this turn her off? Will she feel disgausted with me? But when she tells me she wants me to, this is what actually sends me over to end. I bring her face up so she is now facing me. My lips are on her in a instant, ravaging her. I want her, i need her. My hand move her over smooth legs gently massaging them getting use to her softeness. The other hand move on her back untill it reaches her bra that i slowly untie. I want to see her. All of her.
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